reality and honesty , as opposed  to having our heads in the clouds .. any idiot can take offense to anything he hears but when you listen to the whole sentence and try to recieve the intended message it becomes all but impossible to be offended by mere words..   ( The unbending reed is broken by the gentle currents of change , never to aspire to its intended and  sublime point of view )
Tony        ILL FIX THIS LATER                                                                                                                   

reeling  against the anticivilization i was raised in ,and some poor decisions ive made. now im trying to grasp ,reality and living, for the first time in my life. i just thought this sounds like it is heading the right way so here                                                         i   am,   i am  . 
the boiling aether that rings life out of its nothingness is something       i can see for some reason and it reminds me of a pot of water at a heavy boil , and you know how as soon as your eyes lock on an individual bubble and your mind tries to isolate it from its whole , it ceases to be ..  to percieve it as an individual cannot be done for it is part of a whole that exists in this excited state wich is dependant on change . i actually  physically observe this with my eyes and it is the flower of life  from the tombs of egypt  in its constant static flux .. to be at peace with living one must ascend towards the singularity by jumping from bubble to bubble and as soon as we try to resist the forces of change by clinging on to our current bubble  for any reason at all we fail miserably. no amount of tape or glue is gonna stop the pop so just smile and hop hop hop.  empires fall , businesses dwindle , pets die ,and relationships die , will time ever stop in its tracks ,whip its gnarly head around,and say oh hell no ,that must be for all time.  THERE now everyone is familiar with me and my thought process . for those who read this much i give you my vision as reward for your boredom.. A national holiday where if on this great day you bare witness to any act of stupidity you are obliged to , and face no consequences for,  addressing the act by means of a swift judgemental open hand slap across the face , and then resume your day with the joy of feeling you have changed the world for the better ..       .. may your bubbles burst in  a glorious and expected way , and show you the way to your new growth..enjoy the bubbles as they grow ,and remember